this year. too many senses have been taken away from me. snatched from right under my nose. the whiff of the thefts. attempted or aggravated. are still left gnawing away without justice. without a remedy. the extent of intricate connections beautiful and under a most unworthy circumstance. have taken the last of my breaths away.
minted on the spilling handful of shocks manifested in the form of surprises. were my sweet surrenders. each time over the course of 3weeks. i was overwhelmed by existing waves of people. the silent efforts that effected as long as 2months ago. from the east of continents to downtown east coast. the too many well wishes. the favourite foods and foots. the egging overdose. the tripling cakes. the waterfall. my eventual downfall. that ring i dont deserve. the ring i now wear. i have indeed been given at many wills. simply. you deserve it. most undeservingly.
being crowned in tiara. chained in gold. booked in Mac. mirrored in silver. star-rocked in tees. shuttered in lomo. heeled at 4inches. unstabled in A.Bicycle. limited in love and pink. stripped naked at lunch. caked in mermaid. laced by the neck. reddened with gucci. vapoured oh so burberryly. misguided in resident london.
i’ll be leaving behind alot more than i thought.
current aural of when i close my eyes - Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis.
